sometimes I wish you weren’t there.

I could of spent all my feelings on someone else

but you are there and my feelings are too.

feelings that feel deep but you obviously don’t feel it like I do.

I do..

I don’t hurt it just sucks wasting good feelings on someone who

obviously..  doesn’t .. feel it like I do.

I realize that you are there.. but not as what I want you to be.

But I’m glad you are happy.

Like looking through a glass window.. 

I could see happiness and I just ain’t there..

The window just keeps getting foggy from my hot breath

the cold air.. just hurts cause my heart has so much flame

but it’s slowly dying out and trying to give it it’s best

but I just can’t express..

how I really feel.

you are there and I am here.

The hardest thing to say is usually worth saying.